Is it me.
Is it something I just can't wrap my head around.
Am I afraid?
Afraid of life, love, losing it all over again.
Afraid that I have let you in too far already.
Afraid that is all slipping away from me.
Afraid yes..
Am I falling?
Am I falling fast?
Is my heart racing?
Because I am pretty sure feeling your heart beat against my hand, is the closest I have ever felt to a person, I don't know what to expect.
I feel like I am walking on egg shells, and for no reason at all.
You didn't do anything.
You are just you.
I am just ME
Paranoid, optomistic, but I always expect the worst case scenario.
Maybe I ask you what's wrong because I feel like I did something.
Maybe I did.
Maybe I can't accept the burn, the truth, or even the lie.
I feel sick, you know the feeling you get when it is all ending.
I feel like that. I might be wrong. I might be right.
But I know you didn't say,
"good night"
I feel like I am irrational at times.
I feel like I have no control.
I feel like you can hurt me, and I don't know who you are.
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