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and there is a million things that should have never happend
there is a million words that should have never been spoken.
life is traumatic enough and so what if you made the biggest mistake of your "life"
it goes on, and you will make even bigger, more traumatizing, absolutly regretful mistakes then the first one...
so it is time to learn to just get over it, move on, and be happy.
if one person loved you another one can.