{NotWorthy}

I've been going through emotional hell because of you.
I always thought I had promised myself I would never let anyone do that to me {again}
This just goes to prove that we really can't "control" ourselves.
Our "feelings" rule our lives, and our hearts rule over our "minds".
You have given me a lot these past few monthes.

Smiles I never thought I could bare.
Tears I never thought I would cry.
Love I never thought I could feel.
Hope I never thought I would have.

I've been there for you, done things for you, opened myself to you.

You have your own "issues"
But I feel like I am the issue.

I want off this roller coaster; I feel sick

I wish I never fell for you, I wish I never met you.

I was almost happy being alone.