{KeepSmilinBabe}

I know you didn’t think I’d let you slide forever with that bullshit you runnin like whatever is whatever, you were blind from beginning had the laugh of an angel now I wish you’d slide down the cliff, skin tangled.. just so you could feel the way you make me sick, from all those lies you told to be my number one pick, damn a buster, now I cant trust ya, saw a shadow of a man, I really hope you suffer cuz you wasn’t right you were never true and I bet you miss me now how’s that dirty chigga-boo, and no one ever told you to watch nice girls every chick has basic instincts, even nice girls, pick your mouth up off the floor and don’t ever try to speak when you see me in the club or try to hi to me in the streets , but just to be nice I hope you find a nice wife, who tortures you forever what a beautiful life <3

{AreWeThereYet}

I'd like to say I woke up this morning feeling like a basket of sunshine,
but FUCK,
I didn't even sleep.
Every doze off session involved a dream of something terrible.
Why did I do this to myself?
I want to be hollowed out.
My soul feels dark.

{ThisDayNow}

It's a new day, another sunrise, another sunset,
another sleepless night of agony and misery.
When I wake up I hope this feeling will pass,
time heals all wounds right?
Time to let go, and start all over.

{NotWorthy}

I've been going through emotional hell because of you.
I always thought I had promised myself I would never let anyone do that to me {again}
This just goes to prove that we really can't "control" ourselves.
Our "feelings" rule our lives, and our hearts rule over our "minds".
You have given me a lot these past few monthes.

Smiles I never thought I could bare.
Tears I never thought I would cry.
Love I never thought I could feel.
Hope I never thought I would have.

I've been there for you, done things for you, opened myself to you.

You have your own "issues"
But I feel like I am the issue.

I want off this roller coaster; I feel sick

I wish I never fell for you, I wish I never met you.

I was almost happy being alone.