{MakingHerStory}

I have found almost everything written about love, to be true.

Never apologize for feeling, when you do so, you are apologizing for truth.

Everything you've ever said now tears me apart.

{GCWM}

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, ' I love you ' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

{OrangeUglaDididntSayBanaNA}

I want to get lost in a moment...
one that lasts for more than 30 seconds.

I want to let you in for a moment...
but that means trusting you for a lifetime.

{Update}

You're shallower than a bed pan.

{Where'sMYheadAT}

I must be stupid, must be stupid, must be fucking stupid.
Coffee? Why the fuck would you think that is a good idea.
I have not forgot.
I want to when you reach me though.
If I could forget this wouldn't seem so bad.
Why are you here, why why why.
You never told me and you spent the night.
Took all I had to fight the urge of giving in.
BUT I did not give in. I am not stupid, don't talk to me like I'm stupid...
It feels good knowing I didn't, itd feel better knowing
I DID, and without attachment, but that's impossible.

{LASTChance}

You have dark mysterious eyes but I see through them.
You're disguised and I can tell.
You attempt normality immediately.
You give me the same smile you did when I was 16.
"You dropped your pocket kid"
No you dropped your pocket... Of regrets.
The past is the past, and none of it matters at this point.
Express you're love and gratitude to the very last day, don't take time to apologize, make a memory, a peaceful moment of being content and having an open heart.
Digest the moment slowly and take time to enjoy it.
This is a huge part of your life and your next move is truly just YOURS.
Love is love, is love;
You care and he knows, whether you say it or not, but say IT.

{theRapy}

Watching my favorite movie, all the thoughts I just had left my head.

Lately my thoughts have been twisted by emotions. What does that mean? If you've been left dumbfounded by someone you almost cared about too much, then you know what it means.

How does a heart become captured?

How do you get the fairness of mother nature?

Why don't I take swing dancing classes that I've been dying to take?

None of this makes sense. I am okay with that. This is not for YOU (whoever you are). This is purely
For
Me

I feel like I'm having a midlife crisis and I'm only 22.

My dog is the only being that just is. Always happy to see me and never talks back.

These past few days I've let myself just be. And it sucked. I don't want to just be. I want to just be something important, to something, someone, anything outside of my life that I can't reach. I need to feel that rush of being an appreciated person to someone insignificant, and just because.

Conform, I will not.

Open up truly, I shall not.

MmmC (all that matters)