{HardToSwallow}

I can't let go and I can't move on, I can't, I won't, I'll try.
I can't let go and I can't move on, I can't, I won't, I'll cry.. again

Wish it was for the last time, but it hurts as much as the first time.
And these tears are permanent, every time I look at your face,
I'll trace a memory, a picture, a faint portrait of happy.

Once upon a time, I portrayed the image of __________,

I can't snap back, I just let the tears eat at my soul,
and suddenly I find myself, in the waiting room,
waiting for a little pill to make it go away.

Please Doctor,
Please make it go away.
The jagged edges of my broken heart are making this hurt more then it should.
Erase my memory, Erase my dreams, Erase Reality.
I promise I'll forgive you, fore I won't remember.

{open}{CLOSED}

{FALLing Down}

The leaves are falling off the trees
about as fast as my tears fall into my lap.
Did I do one big circle?

The chill in the air,
is as cold as my heart.

What happened to the burning passion I once felt?

Where did my confidence go? Has it been placed into a paper bag, like the dead spring?
Have I truly let it all come down to this.

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{fleckinhobbinhollow}

Your best shot at happiness, self-worth and personal satisfaction - the things that constitute real success - is not in earning as much as you can but in performing as well as you can something that you consider worthwhile

{Restating the Obvious}

We ignore those who adore us. Adore those who ignore us. Hurt those who love us, and love those who hurt us. People you know become people you knew, & that one person who once made you feel amazing, will suddenly make you feel the worst you've ever felt. Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, & learning from the past. And eventually realizing things change, and so do people.

Some prices are just too high, no matter how much you may want the prize. The one thing you can't trade for your heart's desire is your heart.