{blacksickness}

Somewhere inside the icy depths of a chest
that has long been stabbed,
faintly quivers
a heart with no purpose left to give.
Struggling to go beyond the pain,
in search for love again.
Fighting for the breath
it so desperately needs to live.
Love brought the murder of my peaceful heart
before it ever had the chance
to truly beat.
Now silence
overthrows my being
and a blindly
cherished
victory
is seen
more clearly
as defeat.
Beaten to misery
but not completely broken
is this organ that cries out for peace in the night.
Now that my heart has been stolen
this pen that I hold
yields no might.

{LastNight}

I tossed and turned and cried all night.
I couldn't breathe and I couldn't fight,
the tears kept falling, no matter how hard I tried.
I can't wrap my head around this misery,
and I can't control my sadness.
I can't let go of memories,
and I can't stop the madness.
All I've ever really really wanted,
is to feel wanted.

{X2}

I have loved you for a long time, never will i forget you.

{TimeIsTicking}

The hours turn to minutes
turn to seconds
turn to now
The feeling in the room is suffocating

{NoGames}

What childish behavior of a man

This is real, this is life

This isn't your xbox live

My emotion is real

My pain is real

I am not a just a part of your world, I am a part of the world.

Care More

Blame Less