Go Away

It's the broken heart that doesn't stop aching,
It's the stomach that doesn't stop turning,
It's the eyes that don't stop crying,
It's the mind that doesn't stop searching,
It's the open door, that invites you,
It's the emotion that pours through,
that keeps you away.

{Horoscope}

Your friends may find it hard to believe that you feel so good today. They think that something must be lurking in the shadows behind all your bright smiles. Fortunately, they may be wrong. Nevertheless, deeper issues can surface now, eventually casting doubt on your self-worth. Don't worry about what anyone else thinks; just be yourself.

{Burnt Out Emotions}

I'm the light bulb that is burnt out
You flip the switch,
and nothing happens.

I'm the stool you stand on,
to remove this dead circuit.

and when you go to the closet,
searching for a replacement.

You'll realize there isn't one.

I've always been a firm believer in everything happens for a reason.
The reason may not be apparent at the time, or next week,
but maybe several monthes later,
you realize you made the right decision, and all along
thought it was wrong.
Am I ever grateful I had a gut feeling that pushed me,
to make the decision I did,
and now a new born childs life, will not be affected or ruined,
because of a decision that I didn't make.

There is no better feeling, then knowing you did the right thing

Thank you Karma <3

{Past}{Present}{Future}

Sometimes,
We need to stop analyzing the past,
Stop planning the future,
Stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel,
Stop deciding with our mind,
What we want our heart to feel,
Sometimes,
We just have to go with,
Whatever happens,
Happens.

Bonnie&Clyde

behind every great story,behind every great mans down fall
comes even a better story about a woman and a wall
this wall is unlike any wall that u know
its width is unknown,its not high its not low
why is it there, for protection and pride
it keeps your heart safe,your feelings inside
now here comes a man,who's heard of this wall
rather good looking,nice smile,quite tall
but looks don't matter if hes skinny or fat
the wall has no eyes,it takes more than that
now if he's done this before,he wont use a line
hey baby whats up? cause he knows you'll decline
instead he'll use humor,charisma and charm
nice conversation,a touch on the arm
he'll tell a few jokes,a few laughs are shared
now you feel comfortable,you're no longer scared
he might even distract you with a poetic chant
and surpass all other guys,because he'll do what they cant
because as he distracts you with the things he'll do
he'll find a hole in the wall and make his way through.

you could be big, small, little, tall, it wouldn't matter, cuz I love you
you could be fast, slow, high, low, it wouldn't matter, cuz I love you
you could be forwards, backwards, sideways, or upside down, and it would not matter, because I love you, and I love you just the way you are.

It's not possible
It is not attainable
I usually don't think of things that way
but in this case it is fact
not controlled by you or me,
a simple fact of the way things are.

If there was words for every emotion.
What would be the point of feeling.
I'm all about expressing myself.
Sometimes it just isn't possible...or at least possible to do it they way you want it to come across.
If you want me.let me know.if you don't.let me go.

Whatever I did, I'm sorry, just treat me like you used to.
Figuratively