Thursday, July 29, 2010

{PlayonPlayed}

You're stuck on me,
I can't hide,
You're stuck on me,
no one can deny,
but can't you see I'm broken,
nothing left to give,
I'm wrapped up in my own thoughts,
and no I won't let you in.
I made a mistake before,
I made that mistake several times,
THIS time, it's different,
all though it was supposed to be different,
that time before,
and the time before that,
and the time before that..
but here you are,
still at my door...
Don't you see,
I have no love to give you.
Anymore.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I believe in being strong
when everything seems to be going wrong.
I believe that happy girls are
the
prettiest girls.
I believe that
tomorrow
is another
day
and I believe
in
miracles

Friday, July 23, 2010

{RainRainGoAway}


You can't rush a feeling no matter how hard you try.
It's always seen through black eyes when something doesn't feel right.
Until the storm has passed, until the rain is gone, nothing feels alright.

To be strong, is to give in and let hurt consume you.
To be weak is to feel,
Every OUNCE of pain, and let flow through you freely.
Just so you don't forget.
To be weak is to allow yourself to take it in,
and breathe it out.
Even if you let a tear or two(thousand) go,
at least you're crying out the pain,
freeing youself from the hurt,
and opening your heart
to a whole new world
of pain.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

{Brighten}

Don't stand up,
STAND OUT.
Don't speak out,
SPEAK UP.

Open your mind to the world around you,
take a look at the world that surrounds you.

Close your eyes,
and dream a future.
Don't wait for your future to conjure up a dream.

Don't forget to put your hands out when you fall.
Don't forget to fall for whatever you believe is yours.

Dim the lights, and take a flight.
Feel the rush, of another's touch.
Let love consume you.
Falling.
Leaves.
Rain.
Tears.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Stand out, because you blend in with the background,
She wrote a rebellion.
I know there’s nothing here I can’t live without except you, my love
She will go on…
Over my head, and you’re over me again,
And she fell over my head, and you’re over me again.
Shut up, it’s the fairy-tales that save us,
I don’t believe either.
It makes no sense to tell you that I love you
When you’re gone, you’re gone and now you’re gone
Over my head and you’re over me again,
And she fell over my head and you’re over me again.
And now I see you right beside me but you won’t say my name.
I’m sorry I failed you when I was right beside you, now you don’t feel,
You don’t feel the same.
Stand down, ‘cause this is when I count you as part of the background
I will go on…
Over my head, and you’re over me again
And she fell over my head, and you’re over me again,
But I’m over you again.

{BlurB}

Stale air &
Forced conversation

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

{KnockKnockWhosThere}

It's you again..
This is getting old..
My eyes have dried..
My heart is getting cold..
I don't long for you these days
My nights are calm and true
I've finally let go, and relized
I need anything BUT you

Monday, July 12, 2010

{TakeNotes}

Last night, my son crawled into my bed at 4:30 a.m.
I've never felt more important.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

{ReWindReVerseReHashReLearn}

I can only allow myself to follow these empty halls of heart valves for so long
Up and down these vein wide stair wells
Open my eyes, as they are so black with hate I can not see
Guilt consumes these vocal cords
just give a little push.
like a pin, into a cork board,
I feel the pressure on my heart
to give way and let the sharp cold tip push through
this loveless life, hung high for all to see
love for all but me
please just let me be

Sunday, July 4, 2010

{ScaredToBreath}

She's begging him and asking why it's over.
She won't cry this time.
I wish you could tell me what she said.
It's different every time.
I saw the reasons, without asking why... I wish you could tell me what she said.
I'm torn apart enough.
My heart can't accept love.
When you try and pull me in, I just can't take it.
When you touch me I see every smile, caress, and kiss there ever was.
I'm prepared to take the fall, the truth was there all along,
Don't know how I missed it.
I lost my way, took this too far, and for that I will never find the pieces of my heart.
You can carry them in your pocket, or string as a necklace.
Forever untrue and only you will ever really know, what she said, I wish you could tell me what she said..

Friday, July 2, 2010

{BetterThanYou}

I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt,
but can still look at you and smile.
I'm the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day,
even if I cant brighten my own.
I'm the type of girl that goes out of her way,
to make sure you get everything done, that you need to do.
I'm the type of girl that sacrifices simple pleasures,
just to have an extra moment to spend with you.
I'm the type of girl,
that you should have never had the pleasure of falling asleep next to, coming home to, or tearing apart this safe part of heaven that once was my own.