Melody Bang

Melody
curly
hot
hilarious
my BFFF
my tiny dancer
my sister
one of my best soul mates
black
neon
hardcore
best laugh ever
always makes me smile
spoiled
stubborn
cool
green sweaters
bang
random
big heart
rocker
my bfff

Nothing lasts forever
I wish more people (including myself)
could learn to accept that.

Everything has an expiry date, and there is always a time to let go.
Even when you don't want to,
when you aren't ready to do so.
Before you know it the wind is blowing and you are on to your next chapter in the book of life.

Everything happens for a reason.
Death happens for a reason,
maybe it isn't all negative.
Maybe when people pass away, its partly to do with the people that get to remember them. And appreciate their presence during their time with us, and appreciate it more when they no longer are.
People you never forget, always the 'best' have to leave us, but they are still watching.

Sorry for this window of randomness, it's just one of those days.
I want a jager manhatten martini now please

{RandomFact}

Cranberry is the only type of jell-o with real fruit in it.

Confidence is sexy.
The ability to have confidence is impacted by a few things.
Such as other people encouraging you, that gives confidence.
Believing in yourself, that builds confidence.
And succeeding, that is confidence, that forever makes you feel
confident when you put your mind to something, achieve that goal and cross that line.

{RandomFact}

2% of women can orgasm just by thinking about sex

Now thats talent!

Say what you want.
Think what you want.
Act how you want.
Talk how you want.
Eat what you want.
Be who you want.
Live like you want.
Listen to what you want.
Appreciate what you want.

Love who you are.

I<3 post secrets

Check it out, You'll love it too

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/sunday-secrets_17.html

everytime I read sunday secrets, I cry to more then one of those secrets, because it reminds me of a secret I have (no I don't have herpes lol)

I've awoken to many things
seen what love can bring
cried so many tears
over all these years
dealt with all this crap
learned to smile back
gave up on you
the right thing to do

It's like getting your hand slammed in the car door,
theres nothing you can do about the pain, except bounce around and curse.
Wait for it to go away.
Oh how I wish you'd go away.

Yes It Is

xo

{RandomFact}

I'm proof that you don't have to look like a model to have a super hot boyfriend

She told me I changed.
Well that I am aware of.
Sorry that I have discovered more of myself over this past year.
Sorry that I am not the same person I was when you met me...
all though I never thought that was a bad thing.
I never put thought that I changed for the worst...
and I still don't believe that I have.
I may have changed the way my hair looks,
maybe even the way I dress,
I may have added a new piercing,
a new boyfriend, a new job,
but all of this makes me happy, and isn't that what counts?
Plus I still have the same morals, and values (if not better ones)
and I still have the same heart (which has grown to accept more pain,love, and hate then you could even dream)

I only say that because you are stuck in this bubble,
nothing bad can happen to you, nothing is ever your fault.
apparently, because I changed I left some good friends behind,
hey I never left anyone behind,
y'all left me. Just to make that clear.


Everyone thinks you are just so perfect, and that you could do no wrong,
you always help out, do what your told, blah blah blah
but really, you have no back bone, won't defend yourself,
let your ex walk all over you, and tell you complete bull shit that,
i myself have a hard time believe YOU believe.

But you do, and you make it more dramatic then it already is, and somehow
I am in the middle, somehow it is someone elses fault,
somehow you are not to blame, nor could you have possibly done anything to deserve it. You're just to perfect, you have it all going for you,
the looks, the body, the brains (book brains), the laugh, and oh jesus christ
you're just so damn awesome you probably piss glitter.

Until you have something to say, that's worth me listening to, just
FuCk OFF

fucking damn it all to hell

I love you even if you forget

Get Over It

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I tell you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Your jeans were once so clean
I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met

Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's you that ought to be holding me
I'm not containable
This turns up
it's not sustainable

I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin’
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, but I can't show
for the last time you had me in bits
Now Shut up and let me go!
For fear of leaving in regret
I changed this one when we first met

Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's me that ought to be moving on
You're not adorable
I was something unignorable.

I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Oh love, hold this.
hey

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I told you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Dear Great Grandma

I'm sorry for all I never said,
I'm sorry for all the visits I never made,
I'm sorry that our family is so fucked up, and you had no idea,
actually I'm not sorry for that, I wanted you to believe we were all happy.
I'm sorry that I will never recieve a $15.00 Sears gift certificate at birthdays and holidays anymore, all though you would be happy to know I have every one you have given me since I was 12, and they are all expired,
I wanted to keep them to remember you.
I'm sorry that I didn't make you laugh as often as you deserved,
I'm sorry that the phone calls weren't routine at all.
I'm sorry if you were ever disappointed by anything I did,
I'm greatful that you have gotten to live a long fulfilling life.
You have seen so many amazing things through the times,
and you have survived through so much.
You are a beautiful and strong woman,
and I will always look up to you, and only hope
to be as wonderful and as strong as you are.
I love you Great Grandma,
I know the best angels will guide you in.

I hate this feeling

The feeling you get when you think you are being manipulated.
The worst part about being manipulated is at first, you can never be sure.

68.9 % random

the fireworks
many different colours aray
always a disappointment
they always end
and nothing really lasts forever...figurativley speaking

and she has never given herself so much to a person
without them knowing
she would marry him, but he doesn't know
and he proposed to her,
not for her hand in marriage
but for her heart to be forever his

she accepted

and life was sugar plums and mountains of trees with a roaring water fall and a small daisy growing in a dry patch of grass

{RandomFact}

Nearly three percent of the ice in Antarctic glaciers is penguin urine

Stars are hot and yes I mean the space kind

This is why I love my friends

Melody my BFF on the lefther bf pauly in the middle and ryan on the end i believe